A couple of weeks ago my TikTok for you page was full of videos using a sound where there’s a room full of laughter. And then someone says “no, no but it’s not funny at the end of the day is it? It’s serious.” I’ve been thinking about that a lot lately.
About ten days ago I had a bad experience with something disability related. The internet would have you believe that this bad experience is something that happens regularly. And I could easily believe that at least one disabled person in the UK will experience that everyday (I have no figures to back that up).
Personally I’ve experienced that before but not for many years. In the past I’ve ended up in a dangerous situation more than once because of it. I’ve had sobbing panic attacks before because of it. It’s only due to a quirk of when it happened that it ended up just being very stressful and worrying this time. That and the kindness of a couple of strangers.
I could write about what happened. I could tell you about the strangers running around trying to find help. The other people who were around who didn’t realise there was a problem. The joking comment one of the other staff made to the staff member who came to my rescue when it was all over.
But every single person I’ve told this story to has laughed. Apparently the way I tell it is funny.
And that’s infuriating. Because it was a stressful, upsetting and potentially dangerous situation. A situation I regularly have to risk finding myself in again.